I’m harboring these feeling deep down below
and they want to be free but I can’t let them go
all I want is that escape that takes me away
all I want is to breathe and not know the day
or the time or where I am
I just want to go some place
and sink into the ocean and venture in depths of the dark
and I don’t want to be alone
it all seems so bizarre to know I could be so much better If
I wasn’t chained down to the thoughts that deprive me of running around
with a smile on my face but there’s always a shadow in my space always asking me to follow
because it knows Im insane it knows I’m insane
It knows I’m waste
It knows I miss the taste
I’ve grown so tired of this horrible state
Crying and hurting over a 15 minute break

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